Cross My Heart and Hope to Spy (Gallagher Girls) Read online

  Then I thought about the one-way glass. “You got to watch, didn’t you?” I asked, fully expecting her to say, You were great, sweetie, or I think this might be worth some extra credit, or Remember, breathing is key when you’re being interrogated with a TruthMaster 3000. But no. She didn’t say any of those things.

  Instead, my mother just placed her hand over mine and said, “No, Cam. I’m afraid I had some things to do.”

  Things? My mother had missed my first official government interrogation because of . . . things?

  I might have asked for details, begged her to explain how she could miss such a milestone in a young spy’s life, but I know the things my mother does typically involve national security, fake passports, and the occasional batch of weapons-grade plutonium, so I said, “Oh. Okay,” knowing I shouldn’t feel hurt, but feeling it anyway.

  We sat in silence until there was nothing to see outside my window but the tall stone fences that circle the Gallagher Academy grounds. Home.

  I felt the limo slow and stop behind the long line of nearly identical chauffeured cars that brought us back to school each semester. It had been more than a century since Gillian Gallagher had decided to turn her family’s mansion into an elite boarding school, and even then, after more than a hundred years of educating exceptional young women, no one in the town of Roseville, Virginia, had a clue just how exceptional we really were.

  Not even my ex-boyfriend.

  “Tell me everything!” someone cried as soon as I opened the limo door. Sunlight bounced off the snow, blinding me before I could focus on my best friend’s face. Bex’s caramel-colored eyes bore into me, her brown skin glowed, and, as usual, she looked like an Egyptian goddess. “Was it awesome?”

  She stepped aside as I crawled out of the car, but didn’t pause because . . . well . . . Bex doesn’t exactly have a pause. She has a play and a fast-forward and occasionally a rewind, but Rebecca Baxter didn’t become the first non-American Gallagher Girl in history by standing still.

  “Did they grill you?” she continued. Then her eyes went wide and her accent grew heavy. “Was there torture?”

  Well, of course there wasn’t torture; but before I could say so, Bex exclaimed, “I bet it was bloody brilliant!” Most little girls in England grow up wanting to marry a prince. Bex grew up wanting to kick James Bond’s butt and assume his double-0 ranking.

  My mom walked around the side of the car. “Good afternoon, Rebecca. I trust you made it back from the airport okay?” And then, despite the bright sun that glowed around us, a shadow seemed to cross my best friend’s face.

  “Yes, ma’am.” She pulled one of my bags from the open trunk. “Thanks again for letting me spend winter break with you.” Most people wouldn’t have noticed the slight change in her voice, the faint vulnerability of her smile. But I understand what it’s like not to know what continent your parents are on, or when you’ll see them again. If ever. My mother was standing right beside me, but all Bex had was a coded message saying her parents were representing England’s MI6 in a joint project with the CIA, and that, like it or not, they couldn’t exactly come home for Christmas.

  When Mom hugged Bex and whispered, “You’re always welcome with us, sweetheart,” I couldn’t help thinking about how Bex had both of her parents some of the time, and I had one of my parents most of the time, but right then, neither of us seemed entirely happy with the deal.

  We stood in silence for a minute, watching my mother walk away. I could have asked Bex about her parents. She could have mentioned my dad. But instead I just turned to her and said, “I got to meet the woman who bugged the Berlin Embassy in 1962.”

  And that was all it took to make my best friend smile.

  We started for the main doors, pushing through the crowded foyer and up the Grand Staircase. We were halfway to our rooms when someone . . . or rather, something . . . stopped us in our tracks.

  “Ladies,” Patricia Buckingham called as I reached for the door to the East Wing—and the fastest route to our rooms. I tried the knob, but it wouldn’t budge.

  “It’s . . .” I twisted harder. “. . . stuck!”

  “It’s not stuck, ladies,” Buckingham called again, her genteel British accent carrying above the noise in the foyer below. “It’s locked,” she said, as if we have locked doors all the time at the Gallagher Academy, which, let me tell you— we don’t. I mean, sure, a lot of our doors are protected by NSA-approved codes or retinal scanners, but they’re never just . . . locked. (Because, really, what’s the point when there are entire sections of our library labeled Locks: The Manipulation and Disabling of?)

  “I’m afraid the security department spent the winter break fixing a series of . . . shall we say . . . gaps in the security system.” Professor Buckingham eyed me over the top of her reading glasses, and I felt a guilty lump settle in my gut. “And they discovered that the wing had been contaminated with fumes from the chemistry labs. Therefore, this corridor is off-limits for the time being; you’re going to have to find another way to your rooms.”

  Well, after three and a half years of exploring every inch of the Gallagher mansion, I knew better than anyone that there are other ways to our rooms (some of which require closed-toe shoes, a Phillips-head screwdriver, and fifty yards of rappel-a-cord). But before I could mention any of them, Buckingham turned back to us and said, “Oh, and Cameron, dear, please make sure your alternate route doesn’t involve crawling inside any walls.”

  This whole fresh-start thing was going to be harder than I thought.

  Bex and I started toward the back stairs, where Courtney Bauer was modeling the boots she’d gotten for Hanukkah. When we passed the sophomore common room we saw Kim Lee showing off the derivation of the Proadsky Position she’d mastered over break. We saw girls of every size, shape, and color, and I felt more and more at home with every step. Finally, I pushed open the door to our suite and was halfway through the throw-your-suitcase-onto-the-bed maneuver when someone grabbed me from behind.

  “Oh my gosh!” Liz cried. “I’ve been so worried!”

  My suitcase landed hard on my foot, but I couldn’t really cry out in pain because Liz was still squeezing, and even though she weighs less than a hundred pounds, Liz can squeeze pretty hard when she wants to.

  “Bex said you had to go in for questioning,” Liz said. “She said it was Top Secret!”

  Yeah. Pretty much everything we do is Top Secret, but the novelty has never worn off for Liz, probably because, unlike Bex and me and seventy percent of our classmates, Liz’s parents drive Volvos and serve on PTA committees and have never had to kill a man with a copy of People magazine. (Not that anyone can prove my mom actually did that—it’s totally just a rumor.)

  “Liz, it’s okay,” I said, pulling free. “It was just a debrief. It was normal protocol stuff.”

  “So . . .” Liz started. “You aren’t in trouble?” She picked up a massive book. “Because article nine, section seven of the Handbook of Operative Development clearly states that operatives in training may be placed on temporary—”

  “Liz,” Bex said, cutting her off, “please tell me you didn’t spend the morning memorizing that book.”

  “I didn’t memorize it,” Liz said defensively. “I just . . . read it.” Which, when you have a photographic memory, is pretty much the same thing, but I didn’t say so.

  Down the hall, I heard Eva Alvarez explaining how Buenos Aires on New Year’s Eve is awesome. A pair of freshmen rushed by our door talking about who would make a better Gallagher Girl: Buffy the Vampire Slayer or Veronica Mars (a debate made much more interesting by the fact it was taking place in Farsi).

  Bright sunlight shone through our window, bouncing off the snow. It was a new semester and my best friends were beside me. All seemed right with the world.

  Thirty minutes later I was in my uniform, making my way down the spiral staircase, toward the Grand Hall with the rest of the student body. Well, most of the student body.

  “Wher
e’s Macey?”

  “Oh, she’s back already,” Liz said, but I knew that much. After all, it was kind of hard to miss Macey’s closetful of designer clothes, her stash of ridiculously expensive skin care products (many of which are legal only in Europe), and the fact that someone had very recently been sleeping in her bed.

  The last time I’d seen our fourth roommate, she’d been preparing for three weeks in the Swiss Alps with her senator father, her cosmetics-heiress mother, and a celebrity chef from the Food Channel; but Macey McHenry had come back early. And now she was nowhere to be seen.

  Bex was looking around, too, staring over the heads of the seventh graders walking in front of us. “She said she had a bit of research to do in the library, but that was hours ago. I thought she’d meet us down here, but . . .” she trailed off, still looking.

  “You guys go eat,” I said, stepping away from the crowd and starting down the hall. “I’ll find her.”

  I pulled open the heavy library doors and stepped inside the massive bookshelf-lined room. Comfy leather couches and old oak tables surrounded a roaring fire. And there, in the center of it all, was Macey McHenry. Her head was resting on the latest edition of Molecular Chemistry Monthly, pink highlighter marks were on her cheek, and a puddle of drool had run from her mouth to the wooden desktop.

  “Macey,” I whispered, reaching out to gently shake her shoulder.

  “What? Huh . . . Cammie?” She struggled upright and blinked at me. “What time is it?” she cried, jumping up and knocking a stack of flash cards to the floor.

  I bent down to help her pick them up. “The welcome-back dinner is about to start.”

  “Great,” she said, sounding like someone who didn’t think it was great at all.

  Her glossy black hair stuck out at odd angles, and her normally bright blue eyes were dazed with sleep. Even though I knew better, I couldn’t help but say, “So, did you have a nice break?”

  She cut me a look that could kill (and will—just as soon as our head scientist, Dr. Fibs, perfects his looks-can-kill technology).

  “Sure.” Macey blew a stray piece of hair away from her beautiful face and pulled the last of the flash cards into a pile. “Right up until my parents saw my grades.”

  “But you got great grades! You covered nearly two semesters’ worth of work. You—”

  “Got four A’s and three B’s,” Macey finished for me.

  “I know!” I cried. After all, I had personally tutored Macey in the finer points of macroeconomics, molecular regeneration, and conversational Swahili.

  “And according to the Senator,” Macey said, keeping up her unspoken vow never to call her father by name, “there’s no way I am capable of earning four A’s and three B’s, so therefore I must be cheating.”

  “But . . .” I struggled to find the words. “But . . . Gallagher Girls don’t cheat!” And it’s true. Not to sound dramatic or anything, but a Gallagher Girl’s real grades don’t come in pass or fail—they’re measured in life or death. But Senator McHenry didn’t know that. I looked at the gorgeous debutante who had flunked out of every prep academy on the East Coast and was now earning A’s and B’s at spy school, and I realized the senator didn’t know a lot of things. Not even his own daughter.

  The library was empty around us, but I still lowered my voice as I said, “Macey, you should tell my mom. She could call your dad. We could—”

  “No way!” Macey said, as if I never let her have any fun. “Besides, I already know what I’m going to do.”

  We’d reached the heavy doors of the library, but I paused for the answer. “What?”

  “Study.” Macey cocked a perfectly plucked eyebrow. “Next time I’ll get all A’s.” And then she smiled as if, after sixteen years of practice, she’d finally found the ultimate way to defy her parents.

  I heard voices in the corridor outside, which was strange because at that moment the entire Gallagher Academy student body was waiting in the Grand Hall. Something made us freeze. And wait. And despite the heavy doors between us, I could clearly hear my mother say, “No, Cammie doesn’t know anything.”

  Well, as a spy (not to mention a girl), there are many, many sentences that will make me stop and listen, and, needless to say, “Cammie doesn’t know anything” is totally one of them!

  I leaned closer to the door while, beside me, Macey’s big blue eyes got even wider. She leaned in and whispered, “What don’t you know?”

  “She didn’t suspect anything?” Mr. Solomon, my dreamy CoveOps instructor, asked.

  “What didn’t you suspect?” asked Macey.

  Well, of course the whole point of not knowing and not suspecting is that I neither knew nor suspected, but I couldn’t point that out because, at the moment, my mother was on the opposite side of the door saying, “No, she was being debriefed at the time.”

  I thought back to the long, quiet ride from D.C., the way my mother had stared at the frosty countryside as she’d told me that she hadn’t watched my interrogation—that she’d had things to do.

  “We can’t tell her, Joe,” Mom said. “We can’t tell anyone. Not until we have to.”

  “Not about black thorn?”

  “Not about anything.” And then Mom sighed. “I just want things to stay as normal as possible for as long as possible.”

  I looked at Macey. Normal had just taken on a whole new meaning.

  After they left, Macey and I slipped back to the Grand Hall and the sophomore table. Mom had already taken her place at the front of the room. I know that Liz whispered, “What took you so long?” as we sat down. But beyond that, I wasn’t sure of anything, because, to tell you the truth, I was having a little trouble hearing. And talking. And walking.

  All moms have secrets—mine more than most—and even though I’ve always known that there are lots of things my mother can never tell me, it had never occurred to me that there were things she might be keeping from me. It may not sound like a big difference, but it is.

  Mom gripped the podium in front of her and looked out at the hundred girls who sat ready for a new semester. “Welcome back, everyone. I hope you had a wonderful winter break,” she said.

  “Cammie,” Bex whispered, eyeing me and then Macey.

  “Something’s going on with you two. Isn’t it?”

  Before I could answer, my mother continued, “I’d like to begin with the very exciting news that this semester we will be offering a new course, History of Espionage, taught by Professor Buckingham.” Light applause filled the Grand Hall as our most senior staff member gave a small wave.

  “And also,” my mother said slowly, “as many of you have no doubt noticed, the East Wing will be off-limits for the time being, since recent work to the mansion revealed that it has been contaminated by fumes from the chemistry labs.”

  “Cammie,” Liz said, scooting closer, “you look kind of . . . pukey.”

  Well I felt kind of pukey.

  “And most of all,” my mother said, “I want to wish everyone a great semester.”

  The silence that had filled the hall a moment before evaporated into a chorus of talking girls and passing plates. I tried to turn the volume down, to listen to the thoughts that swirled inside my mind like the snow that blew outside. I closed my eyes tightly, forcing the room to dissolve away, until suddenly, everything became clear.

  And I whispered the fact that I’d known for years but only just remembered.

  “There is no ventilation access from the chem labs to the East Wing.”

  There are many pros and cons to living in a two-hundredyear-old mansion. For example: having about a dozen highly secluded and yet perfectly inbounds places where you can sit and discuss classified information: PRO.

  The fact that none of these places are well heated and/or insulated when you are discussing said information in the middle of the winter: CON.

  Two hours after our welcome-back dinner, Macey was leaning against the stone wall at the top of one of the mansion’s tallest towers,
drawing her initials on the window’s frosty panes. Liz paced, Bex shivered, and I sat on the floor with my arms around my knees, too tired to get my blood flowing despite the chill that had seeped through my uniform and settled in my bones.

  “So that’s it, then?” Bex asked. “That’s everything your mom and Mr. Solomon said? Verbatim?”

  Macey and I looked at each other, recalling the conversation we’d overheard and the story we’d just told. Then we both nodded and said, “Verbatim.”

  At that moment, the entire sophomore class was probably enjoying our last homework-free night for a very long time (rumor had it Tina Walters was organizing a Jason Bourne-athon), but the four of us stayed in that tower room, freezing our you-know-whats off, listening for the creaking hinges of the heavy oak door at the base of the stairs that would warn us if we were no longer alone.

  “I can’t believe it,” Liz said as she continued to walk back and forth—maybe to keep warm, but probably because . . . well . . . Liz has always been a pacer. (And we’ve got the worn spots on our bedroom floor to prove it.)

  “Cam,” Liz asked, “are you sure the East Wing couldn’t have been contaminated by fumes from the chem labs?”

  “Of course she’s sure,” Bex said with a sigh.

  “But are you absolutely, positively, one hundred-percent sure?” Liz asked again. After all, as the youngest person ever published in Scientific American, Liz kind of likes things verified, cross-referenced, and proven beyond a shadow of a doubt.

  “Cam,” Bex said, turning to me, “how many ventilation shafts are there in the kitchen?”

  “Fourteen—unless you’re counting the pantry. Are you counting the pantry?” I asked, which must have been enough to prove my expertise, because Macey rolled her eyes and sank to the floor beside me. “She’s sure.”

  In the dim light of the cold room I could see snowflakes swirl in the wind outside, blowing from the mansion’s roof (or . . . well . . . the parts of the roof that aren’t protected with electrified security shingles). But inside, the four of us were quiet and still.